HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Well, a new year. Already started a bit differently to last year for me! Last year I woke up to go downstairs and be greeted by Jamie being oddly affectionate! This year I woke up to a text from him telling me that he slept with somebody last night *laughs* I suppose he should just be glad he got lucky!

Only people I had hitting on me last night were pervy drunken guys! One of whom got pissed I could drink more than him and refused to let me go to the bar with him when he bought me drinks so they all got binned! Well, tipped down the sink.

However I had a great night last night. And the fact that I was attracting the pervs was probably my own fault! It was an 80's theme so my costume consisted of a net top with a bra and a skirt and fishnets with boots so I probably (or definitely >.>) looked a bit of a hooker! Haha drink guy got really pissed off because I decided he was best avoided and so went to sit with Harriet and Nathan. So he grabbed one of the girls he'd come with and started kising her. I just thought it was funny!

Some of the costumes last night were amazing! James (one of the staff) came as Boy George, there were the Blues Brothers, Rambo, Cindi Lauper *laughs* then all the blokes came as punks. Oh, and there was a smurf! Haha Lee one of the bar staff came as a smurf. After midnight you could tell who'd wished him happy new year, they'd been smurfed! (ie turned blue)

Nathan (Harriet's boyfriend) is really sweet lol. He was being REALLY protective of me! Everytime a guy started staring at me or somebody he knew made a comment to him about me he said "I wish you hadn't worn that top" and when I asked him what he thought was in one of the drinks the guy had bought me he was telling me off, saying I shouldn't accept drinks unless I've seen them being poured! That I could get hurt. And he walked me home with Harriet. *laughs* walking home was great fun. He held out his hand for Harriet and I thought, "oh great, I'm gonna be a gooseberry!" but then he held out his other hand to me! We had a whale of a time running manicly down the road with Nathan randomly stopping so we got jerked back and all laughing at how unfit we were. They even walked me all the way to my door bless em and waited til my mum answered cuz I'd forgotten my key! Haha good job my parents hadn't gone to bed like I told them to!

Haven't really been up to much since my last update. Been at the pub mostly! Or shopping. Either way I've been spending money I haven't really got to spend! So I have a lot less money than I would have liked. But I'm sure I'll survive! I hope anyway!

Well, I shall end by wishing you all the very best for this coming year and thanking you for being here for me. I really appreciate it.

Hmmm

I've been thinking and I can't decide how I feel about Jamie having slept with someone. Someone he's known for only a week and is the same age as me. I don't know how I should feel. Officially, I should feel nothing because officially we split up months ago, in fact 5months ago to the day. But unofficially, well, you guys have seen and he rang me the other day for a while and stuff. *shrugs* at the time I never thought owt of it but now I realise that some part of me thought it meant he was still mine deep down. And yet, I'm not overly bothered about him sleeping with somebody. What's bothering me is that he splept with somebody he'd only met a week ago and then felt the need to tell me first thing the next morning.

Why did he feel the need to tell me?

Does he still feel he has to answer to me? And if he does, why? Mind, I think I'd do the same.

I hate the fact that everytime things seem to be clearing up one way or another, everytime I think things have settled something happens and shatters that illusion.

And how could he sleep with somebody he only met a week ago? That's not the Jamie I know at all. And yeah, people change but I don't think Jamie would change like that.

Mind, doesn't matter anyway as he's not talking to me because he wasn't mentioned in my msn profile *laughs* ah his pettines,s I'd almost forgotten just how childish he could be.