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An actual update!
Jan. 8th, 2005 12:06 amNot a long one, just one because I tend to avoid doing these nowadays as it just reminds me of things :p
Still really behind with schoolwork which is a bitch. Admittedly mostly my fault for doing very little work over the holidays but that's beside the point! Got exams next week, only one I'm happy with how I'll do is psychology. I've never got less than 3 marks into an A on a practice paper yet so *smiles* Maths I'm on my predicted level which is good, but it's only a B which is bad. Wanting to do maths at Uni kinda means I have to be doing well now! So maths will be the subject I devote my weekend to. Biology is only other subject I have an exam in and TBH honest biology I just don't care about. Only took it because I had very little choice otherwise.
Still no sign of a new man. Which is a bugger! I want a cuddle! And a proper one, not one from a friend, no matter how close. One from somebody who loves me. Mind, have to actually go out to meet people and I never get the chance. Really unfair! Not that I have people to go out with. None of my friends would go out properly.
I've got paranoid again lately about what my drama teacher said about me being a nasty person. I'm sure people think that I am but I bend over backwards for my friends and let them walk all over me most of the time. And I wouldn't have said I was cruel when I met new people, I personally think I'm quite a friendly person. Easy to talk to. *shrugs* But I've been wondering if other people actually perceive me in the way that I see myself.
Still really behind with schoolwork which is a bitch. Admittedly mostly my fault for doing very little work over the holidays but that's beside the point! Got exams next week, only one I'm happy with how I'll do is psychology. I've never got less than 3 marks into an A on a practice paper yet so *smiles* Maths I'm on my predicted level which is good, but it's only a B which is bad. Wanting to do maths at Uni kinda means I have to be doing well now! So maths will be the subject I devote my weekend to. Biology is only other subject I have an exam in and TBH honest biology I just don't care about. Only took it because I had very little choice otherwise.
Still no sign of a new man. Which is a bugger! I want a cuddle! And a proper one, not one from a friend, no matter how close. One from somebody who loves me. Mind, have to actually go out to meet people and I never get the chance. Really unfair! Not that I have people to go out with. None of my friends would go out properly.
I've got paranoid again lately about what my drama teacher said about me being a nasty person. I'm sure people think that I am but I bend over backwards for my friends and let them walk all over me most of the time. And I wouldn't have said I was cruel when I met new people, I personally think I'm quite a friendly person. Easy to talk to. *shrugs* But I've been wondering if other people actually perceive me in the way that I see myself.
